Thankful...

It has been a year since we lost our baby. I knew that as that day approached it was going to be hard on me. Not only because it's one of those things that you both want to forget and remember. I don't think that makes sense to anyone unless you have experienced the loss of a pregnancy.
So on that day I woke up and I cried alone in the shower for a while. I prayed to God that he is watching over the baby and that someday we will all be together again. And then I got myself together and walked into the bedroom where my two girls were fast asleep. I stood there for a moment and thanked God for the things I have.
These two little girls are my life. My world. And what I am most thankful for this holiday season.